marathon?

why do i want to run?
i want to rebel.
i want to act in ways i never have before.
i want to rebel.
i want to piss conservative christians off.
and i want to run. away from Christ right now.

i wish i didn't.
but i do.
words cannot explain, what i am going through is weird, but i am intrigued by it at the same time.



not saying i don't want to love the Lord; i have faith in Him.
but i want to run. and rebel. and piss people off.
especially the ones who want to judge.
LET ME BE.

let me run.
let me fall.
i am strong and i will get back up.



this might be a marathon.